"Fear"

Ive never been in hospital before. Nor did I ever believe I'd need to go, being here in the ward definitely opened my eyes to certain things, like how I perceive. And how I talk to people, how I enjoy looking them in the eyes when speaking.

Little things like that, I recently opened up my shell to some of the student nurses and it always worked in my favor. However I feel better, healthier and putting trust in my medical team has been part of that process. I look forward genuinely to the next path my life will walk.

Being almost entrapped wasn't great and provoked pretty bad vibes for me and, I believe, the other patients, even some other medical staff...But I'm happier and happy i still breathe.