"Still waiting for initial appointment"

I'm feeling really deflated. I'm in constant pain every day, and it's severely impacting my life in ways I never imagined. My boob size is 10LL, and it's reached a point where I can’t function properly anymore. Simple tasks that most people take for granted are a struggle for me. I can’t lift my children or play with them the way I want to. Even something as basic as using a backpack is out of the question. Every day is a battle, and I'm exhausted from seeing a chiropractor fortnightly and a physio weekly just to manage the relentless pain.

Finding clothes that fit has become an almost impossible task. I have to wear oversized clothing, which makes me feel uncomfortable and adds to my sensory and regulation issues. I used to enjoy dressing up, but now I dread it because nothing fits right or feels right.

On top of this, I have autism, which makes coping with constant sensory overload incredibly challenging. The weight and discomfort from my breasts are a constant source of stress, making it difficult for me to regulate my emotions and function daily. Every minute of the day, I am aware of the pain and the limitations it imposes on me. It's like carrying a heavy burden that never eases.

To add to the frustration, I only weigh 78 kgs and can’t even speed walk without experiencing significant discomfort. Activities that used to be simple and enjoyable have become painful and nearly impossible.

My GP sent a referral on a few months ago as a priority 2 due to the severity of my situation. However, it has been 445 days and my referral is still 'waiting.' Despite my GP’s efforts to follow up, there has been no progress. Every day that passes feels like a lifetime, and I’m losing hope that I’ll ever get the help I need.

I understand there are delays in the system, but I believe this has gone beyond the acceptable timeframe. The prolonged wait is not just an inconvenience; it's a significant detriment to my physical and mental health. I desperately need help and hope this can be resolved soon. This isn't just about discomfort—it's about being able to live my life, care for my children, and find some semblance of normalcy and relief from this unending pain.